Feeling suicidal? Here’s why and what to do about it. FOR REAL.

I made this video straight from my heart for anyone struggling with depression, suicide, or sobriety issues.  I pray you find it just when you need it.  All my love.

~Satina  ❤

Don’t Call Yourself An Addict!

Don’t call yourself an addict of any kind, ever, unless that’s what you want to be.  You Are GOD making your reality.  If you say, “I’m a recovering alcoholic,” you are condemning yourself to a lifetime of never being recovered.  “I am an alcoholic = I am addicted to alcohol.”  “In recovery = not recovered.”  You see?  Gods and Goddesses don’t do that to themselves.  I WAS addicted to sugar, but I kicked that shit.  If you are working on kicking something right now, make sure you tell the Universe exactly what you want as your reality:


And I Am wishing you all the Highest Blessings as You Do.  ❤

Lizard Brain?

Lizard Brain?

You will hear me say this a lot, because it’s our challenge now.  When The Interference raped their way onto the planet, they messed with our DNA and gave part of their brain to us, the part that is obsessed with sex and violence, and took away part of it, the part that hears our own Higher Self’s thoughts.  So that is in ALL of us.  And what they’ve done is program that part of our brain through pain.  Each time we were traumatized, they put in another destructive program.  Now all they have to do is traumatize us to trigger the program.  Think about it.  You can be feeling loving and happy and then someone says one of your trigger words and it’s RAGE and PAIN and BLIND PANIC.  That’s what it was like for me when someone would say, ‘retard’ or ‘retarded’ after I had my daughter, who was diagnosed mentally retarded and autistic.  I was suddenly in lizard brain and ready to kill someone.

So we ALL have this, and the extent to which you are responding to the world with hostility is related to how SAFE you feel.  If you are feeling safe, you are not feeling hostile.  If you are feeling unsafe, you may be accessing some very dark programming indeed.  The way out is LOVE.  Marijuana.  Safety.

I did not feel safe until I made full contact with my Higher Self, Talia Shekinah Elohim, and even now, as we are still just barely starting this mission, I have hit a fear and dropped back down for about ten seconds, sometimes going from Higher Self to Lizard in a second due to being shown something that is VERY traumatizing for a human.  Then SHE would just come in and BOOM I was back, knowing it all, calm about it all, no pain, just even more of the picture.

See how it works?  So get safe in your own mind.  Use the marijuana, as I HAD TO, to break through the hell programming, especially if you’re a spiritual warrior.  DO IT, please.  Don’t let ‘them’ talk you out of it and make you think it’s not really THAT powerful or whatever is stopping you.  This saved me.  It gave me back my own SOUL.

So yeah, that’s lizard brain.  Don’t go there, and if you do, get out fast by choosing LOVE and MARIJUANA.  And avoid alcohol at all costs.


***Why Now Is Different***

*Why Now Is Different*

Maybe, like me, you’ve done a LOT of manifesting in the past that hasn’t worked, and you’ve healed a LOT of wounds that just seemed to keep hurting again later.  I understand.  I gave up, too.  But it’s different now.  The Net Is Down.

Without going into great detail, The Net was The Matrix.  It was a cocoon of negative thought programming that the planet was absolutely trapped within for hundreds of thousands of years.  And so when you would release one of their programs, another would slide into your head and take its place.  And if you released an old trauma, a new trigger would slide in and activate it again.  It took tremendous discipline, focus, and superhuman powers to truly get free.  That’s why so few of us became Enlightened.

Not anymore.  That fucker is down.  We did it.  I felt it on September 22, 2014.  I saw it in my mind’s eye, like thick, tight black cobwebs being slowly slowly slowly burned through with the tiniest points of light for hundreds of thousands of years…and suddenly the burned places merge and HUGE streams of light shoot from the planet like GIANT LASER BEAMS out into space, and suddenly the whole thing just collapsed into a brilliant, burning, magnificent revelation!  And the remaining strands are so weak that if we just shine a bit of light their way….poof, like Buffy the Vampire Slayer when she stakes a vamp.  Gone.

So now you can actually RELEASE the programs and they will STAY GONE.  You can release the deepest, DARKEST pains from all your lifetimes now, when you could not before, and they will STAY GONE.  We, The Messiah, are releasing the crucifixion RIGHT NOW.  We are all going through huge challenges with feeling like we will never be listened to and will be killed for trying.  We are bringing it up in THIS lifetime because we were never, ever able to face it in any other, we would instead just walk it out and make it real again and again and again.

So yes.  You can do this.  Ask for God’s Help.  Ask for The Goddess’s Love and Healing.  Become the Goddess and Receive the God.  Use the Holy Marijuana plant, Your Holy Parents’ gift to their children to keep them healthy in mind, body, and spirit.

You are LOVE.  That is all you are.  You can even feel that, because if you had not been traumatized, and you had always had your every need met, you would never, ever have caused the pain you did.  So let it go.  It’s NOT you.

You are Love.  You are Loving.  You are Loved.

Namaste. ❤

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