When you don’t know who you are but ‘they’ do, you not only get attacked by The Dark all your life, you get seduced by them.
The first time was before my spiritual awakening and led to it. I was involved with a business deal involving a brand new natural health product. I was well-known in the industry and had been headhunted from another company, and I was immediately put in charge of thousands of people. The recruiter would target them, and I would reel them in and then train them. And I LOVED it. I was uplifting and healing and inspiring people all day every day, more than 80 hours a week. I was helping people create miracles in their health and their financial lives. I was teaching people how to manifest abundance using the Law of Attraction. People LOVED me and listened to every word I said. I designed the corporate sponsoring website and was on calls with the president weekly. I was socializing and working with people I had always admired and aspired to be like. I was in HEAVEN. And the money was coming in. It started small, but it was doubling roughly every month. I was invited on the company cruise to give inspirational presentations. It was scheduled for the coming month, which was when this business would be making a huge public debut. I have always wanted to go on a cruise. It was ALL my DREAM COME TRUE.
Then I found out that my recruiter had been secretly going to all kinds of specialists because the product was making her very sick and nothing was helping. I did some research and realized that the advice I had been given on how to use it, which I was passing on to THOUSANDS who trusted me, and was training them to pass on to THOUSANDS more, was dangerous.
The bottom fell out of my world. I was DEVASTATED. SICK. HORRIFIED. And I didn’t know what to do. If I told all the thousands under me, I would be smearing the product, and I would be sued. Staying wasn’t an option, since as an Agent of The Powers of God, I have no ability to consciously tell lies or do evil, and just the thought of it twisted my heart and gut into a sick ball. I went to my sponsor and told her I needed to step away for a week or two for personal reasons. It wasn’t a lie, because at this very same time, my daughter had been formally diagnosed as mentally retarded and autistic, and was being hooked up with multiple in-home therapy visits. My sponsor knew this, and had been like a mother to me as I had navigated through the nightmare of visits and revelations.
I was expecting some sympathy at the very least, and maybe even an ally in figuring out how to stop the deception and get out. Instead, she turned on me. Got nastier than I’ve ever seen her. Threatened me and said I had a responsibility to the people she had put under me to do my job. Called me selfish.
Well, I was DEVASTATED again.
Once I had recovered from that a bit, I decided my only recourse was to get out as quickly as possible, and just announce to everyone that it was for personal reasons and leave it at that. I HATED leaving them in a deceptive company, pushing a dangerous product, but I saw no way to reach them. All I could do was stop lying to them myself.
That’s when the company got NASTY. They cut me off from my company account, which included my paycheck and all of my business records, and threatened to sue, saying I was trying to take all the people under me into some new opportunity. They said this because that is exactly what they had done to get ME. They had snuck in and recruited me and my people behind my company’s back. In fact, they had recruited my top supervisor that way, before they had pulled me in on it.
But I wasn’t doing that. I hadn’t said or done anything to even remotely suggest it. I called that top supervisor, who was now direct to the company, a very loving man of true positive intent. And he said I must be mistaken, and that we would do a conference call with the president and vice president and just clear this all up. So we did.
And on that call, the president and vice president turned into demons, totally shocking me and my supervisor. They were nasty, juvenile, ignorant, threatening, and just appallingly dark. So my supervisor, obviously as stunned as I was, informed them that they had NO grounds and NO legal rights to do what they were doing and that he would help ME sue if they continued.
They let me back into my account, and I closed it out and got as far from all of it as I possibly could.
Which meant that I left behind ALL of my closest friends and business associates overnight, and I couldn’t even tell them why. The company and most of its leaders were now smearing me to everyone, so that no one would trust me if I started to tell the truth. People I had trusted, people whom I had even loved, were now believing the most horrible, vile things about me. And they were all still trapped in the lie themselves, and being trained to continually pass it on to others.
My life and my very trust in humanity had been SHATTERED. I went into shock. I went into my very first full-on panic attack. And it was then that God spoke to me for the first time in a way that I could really HEAR. And He sent me to a Healer who performed all kinds of energetic healing on me, including the removal of an enormous demonic attachment that had been there all my life. And when she was done, I was FREE.
And that is when I stepped onto a conscious spiritual path and become a Reiki Master Healer and Ascension Teacher.
So of course the next time they came after me, it was with a guru. But I’ll tell you about that in another post.
P.S. That company crashed just as soon as I left, as evil things always do after I expose them, so no worries there.
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